You.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.

No.
Explanations.

1. Yourself: Conflicted

2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend: Wonderful

3. Your hair: Dual

4. Your mother: Fun

5. Your Father: Gruff

6. Your Favorite Item: Consoles

7. Your dream last night: Odd

8. Your Favorite drink: Milk

9. Your Dream Car: none

10. The room you are in: Den (^^)

11. Your Ex: Waiting

12. Your fear: Pain

13. What you want to be in 10 years?: Happy

14. Who you hung out with last night?: None

15. What You're Not?: fit

16. Muffins: Meh

17: One of Your Wish List Items: *shrug*

18: Time: Evening

19. The Last Thing You Did: TV

20. What You Are Wearing: Stuff

21. Your Favorite Weather: Storm

22. Your Favorite Book: *shrug*

23. The Last Thing You Ate?: Nachos

24. Your Life: Sad

25. Your Mood: Confused

26. Your body: Flab

27. What are you thinking about right now?: Overload

28. Your car: None

29. What are you doing at the moment?: Journal

30. Your summer: *sigh*

32. What is on your tv?: Blank

33. What color are your underwear?: Dunno

34. What is the weather like?: Cloudy

35. When is the last time you laughed?: *shrug*

I tag: Readers

I requested to be put into this from

First 14 to comment on this journal requesting a slot will get 3 pieces from their gallery featured by me. I will choose the pieces I like best.
In return, those Deviants featured will have to create their own Feature Journal placing me in the first slot. Leading to a total of 15 Featured Deviants.

i.
[link] - I suck at drawing in paint (and in general) but this is a beauty of a picture!
[link] - because they need to be knocked down a peg dammit
[link] - what can i say? i like the invisible pictures... and so many funny ones you can make in brawl X3
ii.
[link] - seems like one could really use it for its purpose the way i see it...
[link] - so beautiful... and it seems that the way the light moves and refracts just accentuates everything so nicely...
[link] - the dull red is really complimented by the very sharp green coloration, very eye attracting artwork.
iii.
[link] - The second Layout using the friends pictures... i just love the sentimental value of it.
[link] - The first Layout using the friends pictures. it's so nice, i wish i could do something like that myself, but i never bring a camera or anything... lol
[link] - Even though it's dedicated to one person... it seems that just the right circumstance could bring it to someone Else's use for their significant other as well.
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viii.
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xii.
xiii.
xiv.
xv.

I'd like it if you could answer as much of these as you can!

what would you do if:

I died:

I kissed you:

I fell:

I lived next door to you:

I showed up at your house unexpectedly:

I stole something:

I was murdered:

I cried:

I asked you to marry me:

I was hospitalized:


::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:


::WOULD YOU::

Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?

Keep a secret if i told you one?

Hold my hand?

Study with me?

Cook for me?

Love me?

Date me?



::HAVE YOU EVER::

Lied to make me feel better?

Wanted to kiss me?

Wanted to kill me?

Broke my heart?

Thought I was unbearably annoying?

Hated me?

Wanted to tell me something but didn't?

Wondered about my sanity?

Wanted to do something to me?


::More::


Describe me in three words.

What was your first impression of me?

What do you think of me now?

What reminds you of me?

Could you see us together forever?

When's the last time you saw me?

Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you?

What You Have:
[x] Mother
[x] Father
[x] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[x] Step-Sister
[x] Step Brother
[ ] Brother
[ ] Brother In Law
[ ] Sister
[ ] Sister In Law
[x] Half sister
[ ] Half brother
[x] Nephew
[x] Niece
[ ] Girlfriend
[x] Boyfriend
[x] Cell phone
[x] Have/had a Swimming pool
[ ] Have/had a Hot tub
[ ] Guestroom
[x] Living Room
[ ] Game Room
[x] Computer
[x] TV
Total:14

[ ] Full size or bigger bed
[ ] More than 8 pairs of shoes
[ ] Sunglasses
[ ] Watch
[x] MP3 Player/iPod that works
[x] PS2 that works
[ ] Xbox that works
[x] Nintendo DS or PSP that works
[ ] Gameboy/Advance
[x] Gamecube
[ ] Wii
[ ] PS3
[ ] Laptop
Total so far: 18

[ ] Basketball/Netball hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[ ] Ping pong table
[ ] Fooseball table
[ ] Volleyball net
Total so far: 18

[x] Nightstand
[ ] Stereo in bedroom
[ ] DVD player in bedroom
Total so far: 19

[ ] Goes shopping at least once a week
[x] AIM/MSN
[x] Camera/or on phone
Total so far: 21

[ ]Electric or gas scooter/4x4/motor cycle/car/go-cart
[x] Guitar/drums/bass guitar/guitar hero
[ ] Piano/Keyboard
[ ] Any other instrument
[ ] Been on a cruise
[x] Traveled out of the state
[ ] Had a personal trainer
[ ] Expensive jewelry
[ ] Met a singer/band/actor/actress
Total so far: 23

[ ] Staightener/curling iron
[ ] Have been to a batting cage
[ ] Have $50 on you right now
[x] Credit card or atm and or debit card of bank card
[ ] Have/had a massive tv
[x] Mirror in your room
[ ] You have about two closets in your room
[x] 2 or more bedrooms in your house
[ ] Been to Las Vegas
[ ] Been to the Bahamas
[ ] Been to Mexico
[ ] Have over 5 trophies in your room or medals or ribbons
Total so far: 26

[x] Your Parents have a car
[ ] You have a car
[x] You/parents own or owned a Jet Ski/boat
[ ] Have owned or own skis/snowboard
Total so far: 28

[x] Been camping
[x] Been to 3+ states
[ ] 100+ buddies on facebook/myspace/aim
Total so far: 30

[x] Home cooked meal almost everyday
[ ] Been in a limo
[ ] Been in an airplane
[ ] Own/owned a camcorder
[x] Own a computer
Total so far: 32


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0 or less = Bum
1-22 = Poor emo
23-33 = Average Teen
34-44 = Upper class teen
45- up = Rich brat

I haven't had much inspiration lately... haven't written any new poems, the stories i've been working on have all his snags, and next thing i know my drawing falls through... I honestly think i suck at drawing (most literal critics would agree) but i know that i'm not the worst in the world; at least i try to do more than stick figures (Disclaimer: Not a slight against the noble stick figure, around since before the concept of Art in general)

Aside from the joke, honestly i've lost my muse of sorts... more importantly i've been worried lately about school... and what'll happen when its done for the summer too. I'm anxious, because i don't know what i'm going to do to support myself if i can't find a job in this pissant little town...

Though... *sigh* it seems that this town is somewhat changing... Almost like me and my friends being here has actually started to change something... Honestly, it seems more people are beginning to think... like US... Almost scary in a way.

Still, times are tough the world over, but here it just seems that much more pronounced. I'll hold out for hope to come knocking, as usual, but i feel bad that i honestly have nothing new to add for a while...