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Tue Jan 6, 2009, 10:45 AM

I haven't had much inspiration lately... haven't written any new poems, the stories i've been working on have all his snags, and next thing i know my drawing falls through... I honestly think i suck at drawing (most literal critics would agree) but i know that i'm not the worst in the world; at least i try to do more than stick figures (Disclaimer: Not a slight against the noble stick figure, around since before the concept of Art in general)

Aside from the joke, honestly i've lost my muse of sorts... more importantly i've been worried lately about school... and what'll happen when its done for the summer too. I'm anxious, because i don't know what i'm going to do to support myself if i can't find a job in this pissant little town...

Though... *sigh* it seems that this town is somewhat changing... Almost like me and my friends being here has actually started to change something... Honestly, it seems more people are beginning to think... like US... Almost scary in a way.

Still, times are tough the world over, but here it just seems that much more pronounced. I'll hold out for hope to come knocking, as usual, but i feel bad that i honestly have nothing new to add for a while...

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Mood: Gloomy
Listening to: the air
Reading: the screen
Watching: nothing
Playing: nothing
Eating: nothing at the moment
Drinking: nothing really.

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~Wolf-Tomorrow Jan 6, 2009, 12:12:59 PM

Hey, you always have our story!

And your friends on DA...

--
Think. It's not illegal yet.

Meanwhile, in the real world...life sucks.

I found Jesus! He was behind the sofa the whole time!

~cyndon Jan 7, 2009, 10:39:12 AM

haha... i'm running low on ideas past what we have with the story at the moment as well, though... X_x maybe getting back into class will help me think on things, in some odd messed up backwards way...

Thanks though for the encouragement!

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there are two roads, long and short. Long will lead to mediocrity, but no pain... The short road leads to glory, but an untimely end.
they'll come out of nowhere, and will keep coming as long as you hold that sword. The choice is yours, fight or flight.

~Wolf-Tomorrow Jan 7, 2009, 1:55:25 PM

Yer welcome, man.

--
Think. It's not illegal yet.

Meanwhile, in the real world...life sucks.

I found Jesus! He was behind the sofa the whole time!

~KittyToes Jan 8, 2009, 10:40:39 PM

"Almost like me and my friends being here has actually started to change something... Honestly, it seems more people are beginning to think... like US... Almost scary in a way"

A-HA!! It's NOT just me!! I knew it!

But in all seriousness... I see it too Mikey - and I for one, absolutely despise it. It doesn't have a nice feeling about it. I don't care if that sounds lame, wierd, or goofy to anyone... they just don't get it.

~KittyToes Jan 8, 2009, 10:46:36 PM

Has it happened to you a lot more often lately that complete strangers mistake you for like anywhere between 1-3 other people when you go out? I still get it every now and then, it creeps me out because they swear I'm a "spitting image of" the other person... I mean, yeah, I think it pretty much happens to everyone once in a great while but it's been happening more and more often which doesn't seem right.

and I also forgot to mention before, thank you, thank you, thank you, for bringing it up xD I'm not completely insane yet haha.

~cyndon Jan 9, 2009, 8:47:50 AM

it would be different if people were actually acting on their thoughts with the same purpose that we usually do, but in their own way the retain their Ladysmith-ness while still thinking like us... as if we've created monsters or something... <_<

but in other news, welcome back to da, cousin!

hope you have a better time this time around...

--
there are two roads, long and short. Long will lead to mediocrity, but no pain... The short road leads to glory, but an untimely end.
they'll come out of nowhere, and will keep coming as long as you hold that sword. The choice is yours, fight or flight.